Confused Inside

So confused inside. I feel as if a part of me has died. Slowly fading into the gray--the mundane. Sinking deeper in the violet surge of hopelessness & rage. Suffocating in this anti-Christ deluge of uncertainty & pride. Branded for eternity, left graveling for relief. I was cleverly deceived by the Thief & still I've choosen to discount everything that I have heard & seen.